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Thursday, October 14, 2010

im feeling weird now.. I just hate myself now? i mean.. I just dont love e way how i look like.. and stuffs, I dont care how other peoples look at me, its just that.. IM NOT HAPPY ENOUGH. i doesnt have to apply so much make up or pay more attention about myself, i doesnt have to.. but now, im feeling so stress about every single things. cant really explain how i feel now. i look in e mirror, i see myself. I started to think about everything, even peoples around me. how i wish time will rewind, i wanna be happy again.

after all, today i smile to my heart again, i mean i really enjoy myself today. Im happy again for that moment. =) sometime i really hate myself, i just dont get it why.. its seem like "get into relationship" is really so sensitive to me now. its always happened to be like? oh the person who love u, but u doesnt love them.. its always this way. and ended up i losing a friend? months ago.. i rejected u, scolded u and stoping u from loving me? sorry for that. now i came back with conversation with you, u didnt changed. but still i'll love you as my friend.

the fact is that, I dont love him anymore, but still i miss him like how i used to. somehow i miss those days, u were looking at me for the whole day.. and telling me how beautiful i was. (opps. that was supposed to be a secret. and abit thick skin becuz im not beautiful. I was blushing and pretend not to look at you, i miss how u hold me, feel so secure. kissing me on forehead. I miss those days, u always looking forward to see me. but now you dont feel the same. u stop doing this when i started fall for you. this is why i really hate this.

p/s: IM SO LAZY. I MEAN TEXTING PEOPLE? IM SERIOUS.
p/s: im not gonna lie to myself again.

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Profile Yuting.L, 110194 follow me @jollyadrena.tumblr.com I'm talking,follow me on twiiter@adrenaaaa Archives July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 September 2012 October 2012	Thursday, October 14, 2010 im feeling weird now.. I just hate myself now? i mean.. I just dont love e way how i look like.. and stuffs, I dont care how other peoples look at me, its just that.. IM NOT HAPPY ENOUGH. i doesnt have to apply so much make up or pay more attention about myself, i doesnt have to.. but now, im feeling so stress about every single things. cant really explain how i feel now. i look in e mirror, i see myself. I started to think about everything, even peoples around me. how i wish time will rewind, i wanna be happy again. after all, today i smile to my heart again, i mean i really enjoy myself today. Im happy again for that moment. =) sometime i really hate myself, i just dont get it why.. its seem like "get into relationship" is really so sensitive to me now. its always happened to be like? oh the person who love u, but u doesnt love them.. its always this way. and ended up i losing a friend? months ago.. i rejected u, scolded u and stoping u from loving me? sorry for that. now i came back with conversation with you, u didnt changed. but still i'll love you as my friend. the fact is that, I dont love him anymore, but still i miss him like how i used to. somehow i miss those days, u were looking at me for the whole day.. and telling me how beautiful i was. (opps. that was supposed to be a secret. and abit thick skin becuz im not beautiful. I was blushing and pretend not to look at you, i miss how u hold me, feel so secure. kissing me on forehead. I miss those days, u always looking forward to see me. but now you dont feel the same. u stop doing this when i started fall for you. this is why i really hate this. p/s: IM SO LAZY. I MEAN TEXTING PEOPLE? IM SERIOUS. p/s: im not gonna lie to myself again.